Contrasts

Why do I always feel like I am either floundering around aimlessly or a rat in a cage?!

What's wrong with this picture -

- Praying that I get made redundant so I can leave the company ( and collect benefits ) even though it's unlikely to happen

- Having no plan B for if I do get let go

- Having no plan B for if I don't get let go

-Not wanting to leave and not wanting to stay

F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK F#CK