The Fear

I am kind of afraid of my future.

I remember Australia and then I get nolstalgic and homesick.

And then I remember other things about Australia and I am glad I am not there.

But then I walk outside of my apartment and I feel like I don't belong here at all.

So I wonder what it's going to be like to be 32 year old me. Which is only 2.5 years away.

Because the 27.5 version of me was afraid of the future for different reasons. And she had every reason to be.