Wednesday, June 20, 2012

The show goes on...












I am writing this from the dining room table of the first floor of Eerste Atjehstraat 69.



Outside the window, I see a blue sky, a large blue winebego parked opposite my house, and the owner of the local cafe unstacking his chairs outside, preparing for a good day of trade I imagine. 



It's 9:34am on my last day in Amsterdam as a resident.



Tomorrow, when I wake up, I will be another traveller, passing through, without an idea of when I will be back in Amsterdam, The Netherlands or even Europe.



In an hour, my mattress will be taken from the house.



So will the 8 boxes and single suitcase of belongings that I have accumulated over the last 3 years.



Then I will return my mobile phone and travel card to the office.



And finally, come home and my bed will get taken away.



And herein, that becomes the end of my life in Amsterdam.



I will have one last dinner with my friends and then go to an airport hotel.



I am not sure what else to write, except that I am not sure how to feel.



I'm 30,  unemployed,  single and soon to be homeless - but as my dear friend Sarah said to me last night, all of this was my choice and that's what's important.



And damn it, that is what is important.



It was important to me 3 years ago that I had options and that I was allowed to choose from all those options with my best interests at heart. I wanted to broaden my world, not shrink it. When I went out into the big bad world, little did I know that after having a buffet of options spread out infront of me, the one that I would ultimately take would lead me back home.



One of the most resounding feelings that I have at the moment is an immense amount of pride. After landing here with no job, no friends, and hardly any money, I leave with almost 3 years experience at an international firm, a varied and fascinating circle of friends ... and still no money, but my life is certainly richer in other areas.



I travelled when it was possible, I shared times with old friends and new, I made stuff (some I liked and enjoyed doing, some I hated making and hated putting my name to), I ate a lot of good food and a lot of bad food, and I met a LOT of people.



I lived a  dream. At times it seemed more like a nightmare because it wasn't everything it was cracked up to be, but I can now say "I lived in Europe." and what is important is that everytime I say that I remember that I was the one that made it happen, and I can hold on to this achievement.



Now that I've ticked that one off the list, it's time to keep moving forward, and keeping ticking more dreams off the list.



So, let the show go on.



Leaving is hard, leaving is sad, leaving is confusing... but there is a quiet sense of faith inside of me that knows that leaving is clearing a path for growth and more rich experiences.



Goodbye Amsterdam. 


Party like it's 1925

I turned 30!




The view from Eerste Atjehstraat





"Just act normal."

 My friend Vanessa told me to do that because I wasn't sure how to say goodbye to Amsterdam.

So, in case nobody's picked up on this yet, I've decided to go back to Australia, thereby ending my time in Europe.

I've resigned from my job, I'm selling my wares and I'm packing up.

I have heard from a few expats here that the 3 year mark is around the time that the city makes you or breaks you. It's the milestone whereby the long term expat community either unconsiously or conciously gives you a "badge of honour", by recognising your determination and ability to stick around.

A knod of understanding that you "get" the things that all the other expats know about living as an ousider to dutch society. 

I have no idea what lies ahead for me. In fact, nothing looks very promising right now.

No job, no house, no car, no outline of a plan.

Well, that's no true.

The Australian economy is going pretty well. My family and friends seem to be looking forward to my return.  

But not having a job, a house, a car or a plan when I move seems to be my kind of thing.

I've done it before and I can do it again.

Sunday, June 10, 2012

Ray

“If you want to write, if you want to create, you must be the most sublime fool that God ever turned out and sent rambling. You must write every single day of your life. You must read dreadful dumb books and glorious books, and let them wrestle in beautiful fights inside your head, vulgar one moment, brilliant the next. You must lurk in libraries and climb the stacks like ladders to sniff books like perfumes and wear books like hats upon your crazy heads. I wish you a wrestling match with your Creative Muse that will last a lifetime. I wish craziness and foolishness and madness upon you. May you live with hysteria, and out of it make fine stories — science fiction or otherwise. Which finally means, may you be in love every day for the next 20,000 days. And out of that love, remake a world.”

Ray Bradbury, August 22, 1920 — June 6, 2012

Friday, June 8, 2012

Advice from Slovenia

"...Although (your departure) is a very sad news, I wish you all the best in Australia. Don't forget to follow your dreams, everything else will be ok."

The feedback #2

The Germans.

So particular. So process driven. So detail orientated.

So, that's why it was lovely and rewarding to receive this email this morning from the GM of Marketing in Deustchland....


"Hi Lady Grey



It really was a pleasure working with you. Indeed we did not have too much of that but what I have seen there was a dedication to communication – even in the field is that very rare.



On top of that and that is the most important, you have an outstanding expertise and was a lot of fun working with you.



I wish you all the best and a good start for your new job.



- T "

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Creative Innovations - the creative economy

Creative Innovations - the creative economy

An excerpt from author John Howkins on the Ten Rules for Success



‘Ten Rules for Success’

1.    Invent yourself. Create a unique cluster of personal talents. Own your image. Manage it. Build momentum. Leave school early, if you want, but never stop learning. Dance as if no one is looking. Break the rules. Be clear about your own assets and talents. They are unique. And they are all you have.

2.    Put the priority on ideas, not on data. Create and grown your own creative imagination. Build a personal balance sheet of intellectual capital. Understand patents, copyright, trademarks and other intellectual property laws that protect ideas. Entrepreneurs in the creative economy are more worried if they lose their ability to think than if their company loses money. Think about it.

3.    Be nomadic. Nomads are at home in every country. You can choose your own path and means of travel, and choose how long you stay. Being nomadic does not mean being alone; most nomads travel in groups, at night. Writer Charles Handy says leaders must combine ‘a love of people’ and a ‘capacity for aloofness’. Nomads appreciate both the desert and the oasis; likewise creatives need both solitude and the crowd, thinking alone and working together.

4.    Define yourself by your own (thinking) activities, not by the (job) title somebody else has given you. If you are working for a company X on project Y, say you are working on project Y at company X. People who are brave call themselves ‘thinkers’. Computer companies try to concoct and sell ‘business solutions’ to their client’s problems; in the creative economy we each can think and exchange creative solutions with each other. Play Charles Hampden-Turner’s Infinite Game’, in which everybody seeks a mutually positive outcome.

5.    Learn endlessly. Borrow. Innovate. Remember US Electric Power ad, ‘A New Idea Is Often Two Old Ideas Meeting for the First Time’. Use retro, reinvention, revival – be a magpie. Creative artists scavenge for new ideas. It does not matter where you get ideas from; what does matter is what you do with them. If you’re bored, do something else. Use networks. If you cannot find the right network, start it. Take risks and do unnecessary things. Completely ignore Frederick Winslow Taylor’s famous instruction to the Ford Motor Company’s workers that they should ‘eliminate all false movements, slow movements and useless movements’. Wayward movements can lead to amazing discoveries.

6.    Exploit fame and celebrity. The production costs are small and relatively fixed. Fame is what economists call a ‘sunk cost’, which cannot be recovered but which can be freely exploited at no further expense, and both fame and celebrity bring virtually unlimited rewards in terms of the ability to charge more for one’s services and to revitalize a life or career that is momentarily stuck.  Being well known (even slightly known) is as important in the creative economy of the twenty-first century as good typing speeds were in the clerical economy of the twentieth. The essence of being a star, as shrewdly revealed by David Bowie, is ‘the ability to make yourself as fascinating to others as you are to yourself’. This is not about being famous for fifteen minutes, which is how Andy Warhol characterized the transience of media attention, and being famous for being creative, which was Warhol’s own achievement, long after he had stopped painting or indeed working at all.

7.    Treat the virtual as real and vice versa. Cyberspace is merely another dimension on everyday life. Do not judge reality by whether it is based on technology but by more important and eternal matters such as humanity and truth. Bandwidth is useless without a message, without communication. At all times, use the RIDER process: review, incubation, dreams, excitement and reality checks. Mix dreams and reality to create your own future.

8.    Be kind. Kindness is a mark of success. Data never say ‘please’. Humans can and should say ‘please’, and mean it. People treat each other as they themselves are treated; exactly as a fast computer produces data more quickly, so a kind person will be invited to more networks, receive more knowledge and create more.

9.    Admire success, openly. Martina Navratilova, who won Wimbledon nine times and the US Open four times, was right when she said: ‘The person who said, “It’s not whether you win or lose that counts,” probably lost.’ Equally do not be fixated on success: be curious about failure. Creative people are the strictest judge of their own successes and failures because they want to learn from them (see rule 5). The worst thing is depression, not recession. You will never win if you cannot lose.

10.    Be very ambitious. Boldly go.

11.    Have fun. Film-maker David Puttnam, who starts the next chapter, says, ‘The most exciting, creative period of my life was in the early 1960s at the Collett Dickinson Pearce advertising agency when I was a group head working with Charles Saatchi, Alan Parker (who later directed Midnight Express and Evita) and Ridley Scott (who later directed Alien) – a pretty good group, you’ll agree. But the only thing I remember doing a lot, a really loft of, was tap dancing. We spent hours practising tap dancing and in between we’d work out an ad. It was a fantastic thing. We’d be screaming with laughter, absolutely falling about and meanwhile creating some very remarkable work.’ People who enjoy themselves are not only happier but they achieve more, faster. Above all, do not worry; Tom Wehr of the National Institute of Mental Health, Maryland, says the sleeping brain sorts out the previous day’s affairs as ‘a creative worry factory’. Feed it.

And when writing the ten rules for success in the creative economy, don’t worry if you end up with eleven. You can break your own rules (see rule number 1).

(Pages 155-158)